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Kirbie~ memee..
Name : Geraint.aka.kirbie
Age : 16!! =P
Gender : male
Birthday : 23 May 1993
Email add : bonlesschickeshit@hotmail.com
Sec school : k.c.p.s.s
Pri school : k.c.p.p.s
plays the drums.
PASSIONATE abt arts n sports.
Memee Hates
Detest :
1.irritating ppl (like me)
2.nerds
3.bengs&lians
4.construction works under my block
5.stupid smelly HAZE
6.NEVER ENDING holidays
7.shooting!?!?
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Fave ppl: 1.family(-_-")
2.friends
3.ALL my loved ones~ (:
4.Linkinpark!!!
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eqa
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huaiying
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jezrika
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joey
joyce
junhao
leekuang
louis
kishen
kristy
manda
meHh
mich
no-kia
nurul
phoebe
prawncracker
roy
ridz
sandy
shauna
shermaine
shuying
skye
sis
suanziee
viv
wee~
weiying
wilson
xuewen
ziying
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what is friendship?
a friend is someone who stands by you, even during bad times.
a friend cheers you up when you're down.
a friend is someone who listens to you,
who lends you their ears, and shoulder and their helping hand.
a friend cherishes you.
a true friend dosent take you for granted
a true friend appreciates the stuff you do for him.
a true friend loves you like his own brother.
i SCREAMED.
i SHOUTED.
they laughed, but i didnt mind..
but i felt so free.
it felt so good.
like the heavy rock tt was achoring my heart shattered and spilled out from my heart.
i sat on the road,
i crashed my bottle onto the wall.
the anger, the jealousy, the hate.
i was upset, furious, going insane.
it felt so good living in denial, hiding from reality.
but whenever i accidentally face the truth. the pain still stayed. the pain wasnt going anywhere.
i thought i cld replace you with joey tt day.
becos i was still missing you.
becos tt moment reminded me of you.
of us during our final days.
the msges i saw. today.
'yeah just like you said he's a lil kid'
..
[sometimes i wish i return to being one..
theres beauty in simplicity.]
felt like crushing the phone.
i even considered leaving the band.
so tt i wont get to see ur face.
so tt those mmrs wld dissapear.
so tt i wld be living in denial. forever.
it was hard to understand..
as you finally told me your reason 1 month after the break up.
it was.. too late?
the hate, the suspicion, the jealousy accumlated so much tt i brushed ur side of the story off.
your reason tt ive been longing. this was exactly why it made me feel like this. the hate.
but ive got what i longed for.
so i dont know what am i hating for.
i dont know what have you done for me to hate you.
wanna let you know that iv avoiding you not only because of the pain i feel everytime i see ur face.
but also because i donwanna hate you.
i never had the intention to hate you.
i hate myself for hating you.
but ever since i walked this pavement of hatred and denial and its been very tough.
though ive made alot more new friends, for help and support,
it was more abt settling the problem yourself.
you decide what you do.
and ive decided to end this journey.
i had enough.
i read your msg.
but i cldnt bring myself to reply it?
i too wanted to spill it all out. =l
but now. i finally understand.
i failed to put myself into your shoes.
i have a better blessed family.
i'll forgive. i'll let go.
i'll try to forget.
but i dont know if i'll let myself be your friend again.
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