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Kirbie~ memee..
Name : Geraint.aka.kirbie
Age : 16!! =P
Gender : male
Birthday : 23 May 1993
Email add : bonlesschickeshit@hotmail.com
Sec school : k.c.p.s.s
Pri school : k.c.p.p.s
plays the drums.
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this is gona be a really long but sad post..
its a test of my english to try to bring this post alive too!..
cos i dedicate this post..
to my popo.. (: [dad's side]
its not abt the passing away of her..
its wad partly caused her death..
which didnt let her rest in peace!
it was already 8..
shirtless and sweaty from the final training session before Nationals,
i was enjoying my dinner infont of the TV.. watching fe chang SuperBand in mum's room..
suddenly, sis popped out!
'eh brother.. you know grandma died alr or not?'
i brushed it away..
thnking it was the show sis refering to wad she was watching.. World's Most Amazing Vids..
then i tot.. 'we only use this 'grandma' term.. only for our popo..'
EH!?!
'?!!?!?!!? huh!? really?!' trying to shield my disbelief with a fake grin.. but of cos my wide opened mouth a big fat eyes gave it away~
hmm.. i then recalled.. abt 2days ago,
mum sacastically, said.. 'like mother like son ar.. grandma's pi-gu also got problem.. now in hospital..' [dad had piles too..]
but this time.. it was very serious..
continueing with the conv i had with sis,
she told me she got a phone call from mum tt grandma was in a very critical condition in the mrning..
she then passed away at abt 9.50..
after recieving another phone call from mum,
sis and me headed down by taxi to Singapore's Casket.. its a funeral place for christians..
As we entered the brightly litted air-conditioned room,
a yellow flowered framed familier picture on the table greeted us.. guarded by 2litted candles, each by a side..
a big red coffin lay behind the photo, designed with white crosses..
a huge dark blue cloth hung behind the coffin..
mum said my uncle[da bo] was christian..
but the rest wasnt.. no one else was christian in the family except him..
yellow chinese & english Christian words were printed on it..
da bo's son[my cousin] didnt wanna acknowledge him as his father..
cos popo always wanted the taoist tradition..
and he was a useless father.. =l
he cldnt control his abusive wife..
his wife wldnt let popo watch TV, on the lights, buy her food..
da bo threatened to divorce her..
but it was just another empty threat..
his wife wld steal and take money from their own kids, even from him!
anws..
As it was an opened face coffin,
mum brought us to see her! oo~
she looked so pretty with all the make up on but a lil fat from the preservatives injected.. =x
we then gathered and sat at a table, with one of dad's good frens..
we chatted, laughed.. and talked abt lots of interesting stuff!!
= =" btws..
mum, sis, one of dad's good fren know abt her [you know who~] alr..
z.. cos ah meng zai, my cousin, saw us at vivo! lols.. x.x"!
and he told me tt the distance was from him to his sis..
which was less than a metre away.. = =
he even said tt i was so engrossed with our conv i didnt even notice him! ><" ..
and the last time we went to vivo was the last day of march holidays..
z.. he eventually twisted the stabbed the knife in me after he accused of seeing us a couple of times alr!..
luckily mum was fine with it.. =x
she said.. everyone will have frens.. its either girlfren or boyfren..
dont really get wad she means..
but if onli mel's mum cld thnk like the way my mum thnks..
anws~ getting out of point here~ ~_~ where was i..
oh ya.. it was approaching midnight..
around 11 alr.. some visitors left..
while more arrived!
more of dad's frens! dad accompanied his frens..
while we, mum sis and me.. continued chatting with dad's good fren and his wife.. even as we were joking and stuff, i still cld feel the tension in the air..
gugu[dad's elder sister], gu zhang[dad's elder sis's husband], da bo[dad's big bro], da bo mu[dad's big bro's wife]..
my cousins were all dead tired, silent and emotional.. from the corners of my eye i cld peeped and glanced..
ah meng zai was tired, msging his gf[must be] while lazily laying his head on the table..
da bo.. was busily wiping his watery eyes..
da bo mu.. was like an outsider, sitting at another corner where all the others sat, her face filled with guilt and fear..
she wld glare at all of us serveral times..
it was 1200am.. one of dad's good fren left.. [ the one tt pei us to talk one..]
then.. 12.05am..
suddenly, 'WO DE TOU HEN TONG AH@! HUI JIA LA!!'
da bo's[dad's big brother] wife screamed at da bo..and tugging his sleeve roughly at the same time.. in a strong cantonese accent..
ive nv seen her like tt before.. onli heard tt she was evil..
her face changed..
totally.. she kinda evolved or something..
so.. all the while.. it was an act..
she wld be so nice to us, smiling and stuff during chinese newyear..
or whenever we met..
didnt came to sch tt day..
cos i was taking part in The biggest competition in the history of shooting!!
The Nationals!! got 3rd place in the ZONE though.. (:
got 5th place in nationals..
competiting with over 20 schools..
[btws this post is writen and re writen over 3days.. cos didnt had time to finish it entirely..]
hmm..
sometimes i ask myself..
wad have i done to you..
do you love me like how u used to? now?
you didnt appreciate the things i made and gave you..
you said it felt so wrong.. !?!?!?!?!? then wads right? then wads right?..
wads so wrong into giving you stuffs tt wld make you fall for me again?
you said it was suppose to be the other way round..
but did you even try? when was the last time you gave me a present?..
i bet you dont even remember..
wads the point of making those stuff..
when you dont even appreciate them..
you urself admitted into taking me for granted, and not feeling the way for me like the way you used to, u're ashamed of urself for feeling tt way..
but are u even putting the effort to change?
i simply dont see it..
i love you from the day i met you..
but do you?
you said you wldnt leave me..
just hope tt wasnt a lie..
or another promise you'ld nv fail to break..
how much time do you need?..
how much presents do i need to give?..
how much love you need to be drowned in..
im giving everything i got..
but you twisted the knife tt was stabbed in my tummy again..
i love you still and
ive nv changed..
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