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Name : Geraint.aka.kirbie
Age : 16!! =P
Gender : male
Birthday : 23 May 1993
Email add : bonlesschickeshit@hotmail.com
Sec school : k.c.p.s.s
Pri school : k.c.p.p.s
plays the drums.
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mum was at her non-stop nagging spree..
phoning sis[in hostel ma..], and ahma abt the news.. blaring like ur dad's car alarm.. defening.. ON PURPOSE..
soo me cldent concentrate on me post..
tts why me put me nick as 'shuddup' etcetc..
u cant expect me to suddenly shout shuddup in the middle of my post right!?
soo.. no offence to those who were talking to me.. :)
after me've seen ur tags..
ur 'comments'..
me decided to read my yesterdays post again..
and put myself into the shoes of me angry self..
good.. now i feel recharged.. recharged with hatred/anger..
i had summore things to post yesterday.. but i cldent..
my anger is limited..
i keep every sharp metal dagger in my heart..
trying to destroy them by myself.. i dont usually pour my feelings out..
but i crush those metal into tiny little pieces in the end and move one with life..
but during those days of the process.. my heart hurts/aches..
the daggers penetrating my heart in different angles..
i noe i cant explain these kind of horrible dramas well..
even if u do.. hahaha.. most of the time they wldent believe me..
but me have to say.. i hide my emotions well..
i smile when i'm down..
when me maid didnt helped out with to clean up the mess..
i was super embarressed.. [have u tot of it? o.o]
but when i do realli smile during bad times..
i wld think of the healthy good things.. and push those useless life-shortening tots.. :)
oh and..
after all tt drama yesterday,
nobody will ever noe wads in my secret drawer.. ^^ [winks winks!]
becos nobody will come to my house ever again.. =(
anws the bed didnt break..
its a supprise tt i'm not dead yet..
misunderstanding!? zz..
zz..
super upset now! ZZZZ
SIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SOOO many @#$%ing things so say..
i shld jst start with the one which will left me not talking to my mum for the next few days.. so tt i can end with the one with the BRIGHTER side of life..
ZZzzzz..
hmm..
yesterday.. was monday..
which is the very first day of sch holidaes..
Zzz.. it was damn ultra boring.. so me just called kp and ct up for some boxing..
after they left,
i felt tt i CANNOT/WILL NOT continue 'sian'ing for the rest of me holidays!
zz.. so.. today,
mel, kp and jh were invited boxing! yay! ..
zz..
we were happily tossing gurmit and norbert at each other..
then.. abruptly.. - -"
the sound of glass came crashing down.. woo~
zz..
wad it realli happened:
norbert was on the floor.. i bend down to pick it up so tt we cld continue the 'game'.. but as i was squatting down.. my big fat butt banged onto the glass door of a closet.. PIANK!!!!
the glass wasnt smashed when i 'sat' on it.. but a huge piece fell down, shattering into billions of pieces! .. and it was onli 5cm away from the grnd.. - -
lols.. everybody was kinda..
.. shocked, scared, and sniggering..
Zzz..
abt 10 mins after the horrific incident,
maid was still in her stupid room.. listening to radio.. and ironing her clothes..
despite kp's/jh's/mel's pleas to clean up the mess.. wtf!?
zz..
soo.. FINE..
i got the broom and the span out from the kitchen..
WE swept and cleaned up the broken glass..
junhao and mel even sacrificed their.. MEAT & BLOOD..
maid finally came to our aid.. after.. I MYSELF WENT TO ASK HER FOR THE VACUUM CLEANER..
she pointed to where the vacuum cleaner is and handed us a humongous plastic bag and plastic gloves..
then she went into the room again.. this time with her phone pressed against her ear..
Zzz.. somehow i knew she was telling mum wad happened..
after the 'updates'.. she bothered to sweep the floor herself.. - -"
haiz..
10mins after they left, mum phoned me..
'wad did ur frens do ar!?'
'?! xbox la..'
'wad did u all break?'
'I break the glass..' [ emphasizing the 'I' badly.. to mum ofcos.. - -]
'wad glass? nxt time dont let your friends come already.. u dont know how to control them!'
'the glass nxt to the door la.. but is I break one leh..'
'i dont care! they're not coming to your house anymore! u thnk this is what holiday ar!? 'make sure u do ur english assessment ar! [ winks.. the stupid dead thing..]
these are onli some of the lines.. cant expect me to remember all right!? - -"
still got summore unlogical bikerings..
she tot that mel/kp and jh were the ppl who came to me house everyday after the exams.. [ louis/ junkang/ timo/ gab & sometimes ct and kp..]
stupid maid.. until now[5yrs].. i dont noe wad the hell is wrong with her..
onli noes how to complain..
YES I NOE ITS MY MAID I 'CONTROL' HER.. I SHLD HAVE TOLD HER..
BUT.. NEITHER ONE OF U KNEW.. THAT WE DONT TALK TO EACH OTHER..
1DAY 3SENTENCE MAX.. I CAN COMPLAIN TO PARENTS.. BUT WLD THEY BELIEVE ME!? SHES BEEN WORKING HERE SINCE I WAS 9!?
me thnk shes LAZY.. she onli cooks for me macrooni.. for lunch everyday!?
5days of sch... = 4days of marcorooni.. and she has onli 2 cooking styles..
one with cambel soup the other.. fried with veges and sausages.. wtf.. [kp is the best witness.. Zzz]
and i do all the.. put the laundry into the basket thing.. i do all the.. put my stuff back neaty thing i off the light myself.. maybe.. me shld tell u wad she does everyday rather than wad i'm told to..
she ONLI... washes/drys/folds/irons the clothes, cooks for us.. and keeps the house safe.. yeah.. tts all she does! everyday.. WTF..
oh.. not to mention watching TV.. listening to radio/mp3.. handphones..
parents dont complain.. becos they always say.. 'if shes not around wad will happen to u!?"
i've grown independent i must say.. - -"
zz.. me anger is dissapearing.. =(.. tts wad u get for always looking at the brighter side.. ZZZ..
zz..
in the end of the day.. there were LOTS MORE pros than cons..
we had loads of fun!!
whee~
plaed crazy cardgames..
wacky sweaty games.. [ winks winks..]
'insane stufftoy dorge ball'
hahah..
phew?
mum/maid didnt found out tt we kinda ripped the bed into shreds.. ^^
ok la just kidding..
they just didnt found out tt the bed stands were bending.. o.o
[the ones in the middle..]
how am i gona sleep tonight! ><"
.. looks unstable!!
oh and.. i'm not grounded!
just not allowed to bring frens over to me house again.. ZZZzz
had math tuition just now..
and she went through with me the math EOY paper..
zz..
found out tt i had lost over.. 15 marks from careless mistakes..
haiz.
oh wells~
nobody is perfect..
if nobody is careless..
then we wld all have done.. ALOT better!
hmm.. anws..
after the day before today..[which was yesterday..]
i'm nv gona wear me short pants again..
nv ever gona be with my same old frens in the same old class again..
sure gona miss them! [ not the losers la.. of cos.. infact.. i wish them goodbye..]
but looking at the greener side,
the holidays are coming! or shld i say they are alr here!!
long pants!! ooOO..
me first drum lesson is gona start soon! woo!
me's going to LA, USA!! woot! and its gona be freezing cold~ ^^
and lots more class/frens outings later.. i hope! hehe.. =)
zz..
to me.. it was a super HUGE improvement..
but in the end, it wasnt enuf..
mum shld be happy.. she shld be coming back any second home soon..
but me realli dont feel so much like celebrating.. Zzz..
[o.o.. shes back.. zz.. well.. shes extremely happy.. zz.. tts becos she dosent noe wad it takes to get into the subs i want.. which makes me even more guilty.. so much guilt tt when she praised me, my spine went tingling and i felt weak in my legs.. somehow i manage to hide them away.. ]
even though i missed my 'price' by one subject..
theres still a little glimpse of hope..
becos i took a giant leap, away from the cliffs..[ but little will they noe tt one leap is not enuf..]
dad's in U.S .. and mum's scanning and sending my result slip to him..
he'll decide my 'fate..' tonight... x_X
sigh.. i feel like my future's sorta going down the drain..
i feel like.. its washing away..
now i noe how does it feel.. when ur're destroying ur own life..
but rest assure you[talking abt/to myself..] tt i wont throw away another precious piece of my wonderful puzzle..
------------ the bridge to the grass on the greener side
before we got back our report books,
the sch organised a CIP trip.. going to old folks home..
ahha..
when he reached the small small home.. in an old old neighbourhood..
lols.. my tot of.. a big big home shattered..
anws.. the old people were.. i have to say.. cute.. lols
some were talking to us.. dont even noe wad are we here for..
the girls plaed with the old people some 'party games' zz.. or shld i say onli one.. - -"
it was something like musical chairs..
jsut tt the old ppl were sitted on chairs in a big round circle instead of running around like mad fools..
a box wrapped with millions of layers of wrapping paper was passed arnd when the music turned on.. the box have to be stopped being passed arnd when the music stops..
hahaha..
but one of the rnds, when the music stopped.. some grannies were still passing the box! hahahahhaahahhahah........ hahahahahahahaah.....
they were so damn adorable.. lols..
at the end of the day, we had a great time!
watched a mad cantonese movie[kungfu majong] and feeding the ahmas and peis not to mention ourselves with cookies, banana muffins^^ and longans.. o.o.. [lols.. random longans..]..
i realli hoped tt they had fun today! (:
ahmas/peis! shen ti jian kang! o.o zz..
bleh.. today.. and tomorrow..
we had this sexuality workshop thingy.. =/
err..
erm.. nvm..
dont wanna talk abt it.. bleh..
anws..
i know the drum tabs of 'crazy' by simple plan! just by listening to it.. woo!
lols.. no i didnt reseached or anything..
i just happen to hear tt song on me mp3..
o.o..
then i suddenly found out tt the beats were..
the basic beats in my drum 'txtbk'!
.. looks easy.. :)
just need to practice.. =/ @_@
the mood is dissapearing..
but the hurt still stays in there..
Zzz..
it all started yesterday night..
when we were coming home from buying winter clothes for the coming USA trip in the late december this yr..
after we bought/shopped for the gloves, jacket, sweaters, longjohns.. and my fav.. the thick cute beanie hats.. ^^
it was time to go home..
as father was not arnd..[usa..] there wasnt any car..
so we had to take a taxi instead.. [was carrying humongous bags of winter items..]
mother asked a security guard where the taxi stand was..
she pointed to the direction the security guard had directed her..
mum "he said first floor.."
and sis led the way..
first floor we went.. no taxi stands.. not even roads in sight.. just some empty space..
soon, we got ourselves lost.. - -"
mother was screaming at sis with her infamous frowny face in public..
"ZHAI NA LI?!!? WO HEN SEN QI LEH!!" [WHERES THE TAXI STAND?! I'M VERY ANGRY!]
"how i know!? is u ask the security guard one wad.."
sis continued walking..
i was behind the 2 of them..
trying to look as if they were not related to me...
in the end we found the stand..
we were supposed to cross an overhead bridge and enter to the nxt building at the otherside..
it was the tt bulding's first floor..
we managed to get a taxi and head home..
hmm..
when we reached home, i got excited and immediately grabbed my clothings and charged into my bedroom..
i tried them on and it looked/felt great! :)
after i changed back into my 'home-wear clothes'
sis suddenly appeared in my room..
she asked.. 'nice or not?'
i replied.. 'i wear until got headache..'
'hahaha.. why?'
'becos very hot ma..'
out of nowhere,
a voice, filled with RAGE.. immediatly slienced our happy convasation..
'WHO ASK U!? IMMEDIATELY COME BACK THEN WEAR.. BU SI JIU XIN YUN LE HOR!' [U'RE LUCKY IF U DIDNT DIE!]
it was mum in her crazy suit again.. i dont noe why was she so mad.. the 20min taxi ride surely!, shld have killed the needless frustration just now..
'!?'.. i was confused.. but decided to keep quiet..
after packing my room,
i ran into the mum/dad's room where the lappy is..
and turned it on..
"AYEAYE!! CAN U FOLD AND BRING THE CLOTHES HERE FIRST!? YI DING SHI MEIYOU SHOU DE LA.." [I BET U HAVENT FOLD AND PACK THE CLOTHES RIGHT?!]
"NO!?"
i ans.. getting abit shitted up by her..
i brought the bag over to mum's room..
and she just kept BRAGGING AND BRAGGING abt me.. trying on those winter clothes right after me got back.. wishing me that i shld have died.. [yes.. SHLD.. not WLD!]
i just kept silent and do my own business on the com..
it was 9:15pm..
mum wld usually tell me to get off and switch accts
so that she cld talk to dad for awhile[video call].. then after tt i cld resume plaeing again..
soo everything went smoothly..
i switched to her acct in less than a minute..
still leaving mine logged on..[sis introduced to me youtube vids.. and i had to load it..].. like ALWAYS..
dad.. 'called' her through msn..
she ansed..
suddenly, the whole damn conv/com hanged..
i came to the rescue and 'end-tasked' it..
then it happened again and again and again...
i noe it was frustrating for her... becos she onli had 20mins to talk to her hubby..[dad had to go to work.. if it was 9 here then it was 6 in the morning there..]
the hanging lasted for 5mins..
then she randomly made her own theory tt it was ALL my fualt.. tt i had my acct on..
tts why it hanged..
okok.. so..
i switched off my acct..[not very reluctantly as i was being 'scolded..']
and tried again..
- -" to her supprise..[well most of it was just anger..] and to my relieve..[zz.. i mean.. my acct was ALWAYS on when shes using her acct..] the whole bloody conv hanged again..
it was still ALL my fualt..
she shutted the com down and tried again..
"QU SI BA!! NEXT TIME DONT LET U PLAE ALR LA.. EAT 10MINUTES OF MY TIME! U NOE DADDY NEED TO GO TO WORK EVERYDAY ONE RIGHT?!"
tt was just 1 out of the thousands of sentences/complains..
the whole time..
i led those string of nonsense into my brain..
so that i cld 'THOUGHT' back to her..
"WTF.. SHUDDUP LA.. LIKE IS MY FAULT LIDDAT.. SIAO.."
then.. i wld comfort myself..
"sigh.. BI'@#$'S.. are like that.. stay calm.. :)"
when the stupid video call finally worked..
she spat every drop of VENOM out of her stinky mouth to dad..
i dont noe wad dad said.. but he believed her.. he believed tt i was the one who ate up her time..[sis, on her lappy, tried to explain to dad wad happened on msn too..while mum was complaining at the other room.. but he wldent believe..]
when dad had to go to work,
she came into our room and digged up all the excuses tt she cld find to make me a very naughty boy..
and exagerated them like shit..
i wasnt sad at all.. i didnt feel like crying.. nono..
infernos was just ignited in my body..
i dont noe why i didnt feel like killing her/ hurting her..
all i desired was to led her noe.. tt she was the one in the wrong.. not me..
i onli admit that its onli 10% my fualt.. my fualt tt she cld dig up those excuses..
the rest are hers.. she created them herself..
all by herself..
well..
gona have.. some cip thingy next week.. [old folks home.. where we can bully them.. muhahaha..]
err.. checking results..
taking back report books.. @_@ .. ZZ..
today,
was the checking results day..
got an 80 for art~! yeepie! :P
wows.. managed to pass all the subs..
INCLUDING english! whoo!!
too bad.. this EOY test is 80%! and classtest/assignments onli 20% =(
soo.. me EOY got onli 48.. and classtest/assignments got 77..
zz..
i calculated.. and got a 62/100! woot! but tt wasnt the 'real' result! [calculated 50%50% ma..]
soo.. jk calculated for me.. and i onli got a 53.. zz..
anws still passed all the subs! so.. me got high chance of getting a laptop/drum set! whoo!~
speaking of drums..
it was chapel..
the aircon was on..
and we were one of the first classes to enter the hall..
o.o
guitars, keyboards, microphones placed nicely on the stage..
but something grabbed my eye.. almost pulling the two whole eyeballs out of their sockets.. A DRUM SET!!!!
ahhh~
glimering in the bright lights..
it looked sooo.. 'magnificent..'
even though the middle tom[a drum from the drum kit..] & the ride cymbal was missing..
i just stared at it.. drooling crazily IN the mouth..
it was love at first sight..
@_@.. i was going crazy..
i reluctantly decided to turn away from the kit..
and spotted the diff guitars..
oo.. then me realise tt THEY were a christian[chapel] rock band.. most probably performing christian rock songs for us later..
in the end, they DID plae us chirstian rock songs for us..
99% of the time i was just staring at the drummer, his sticks, his movements and his kit!
it was a wonderful performance! :)
'yesterday/today/tml' 'was/is/will be' the big day.. getting back our papers/results!x_X
Zzz..
Z.z .. looks like me hardwork didnt realli pay off!
i'm satisfied.. but not pleased/too happy or too dissapointed.. :) tts a good thing i thnk! @_@
still cannot.. believe..
tt i failed me compo[which me shld have scored..]..
but passed me compre[which was suppose to be done very badly..]
and.. tt i JUST failed my literature.. i mean.. 29/60..
its a good thing! haha..
no seriously.. i tot i wld have done alot worst..
soo.. english is kinda messed up.. =/
the rest of the subs.. not much of a problem.. just need to work more on math!
dont worry.. i will not go to NA[lols.. zz.. just consoling myself if u're not worried for me.. but realli i wont go to NA..]
becos.. me passed me eng for common test 1 n 2.. and Aced me compo graded assignment..
and i failed onli by 2marks for this exam..
zz.. still waiting for chi! !! !!.. i just hope i pass..
then me laptop cld be MINE.. MUHAHAHAHA!!
[rmb!? SHE's couting the overall not this test marks.. ^^?]..
oh ya..
to ppl who xboxes at my house:
yay! jk has unlocked all the chars/maps.. err.. possibly everything in KFC!!
ya'll excited? o.o..
zz.. u shld be? .. ..
talkng to myself again.. x_X
with lots of love
kirb:)
the sweet smell of rain...
the soft cold breeze crawling over ur skin..
lightnings showing off its beatiful fireworks..
the blasts of thunder.. like cannons from a pirate ship! [aiyai captain!]
the wonderful symphony made by the large droplets splattering onto rooftops..onto the wet ground.. ahh~
o.o.. [profound stuff.. not for chi educated losers.. ><.. no offence..] zz..
i'm helping the boys say "we're glad tt we cld help! :)"
.. we saved so many lives..
the sentosa class outing crap is canceled becos of us! yay?
otherwise we wld have been there.. out there..
with dirty, germs-carrying-rain..
with dangerous, killing lightnings..
[zz.. dont ask why am i here talking good abt rain.. then the next bad abt it..]
zz..
soo.. anws..
u all shld thank us instead of showing us ugly smelly faces! :) zz.. [lj..]
lalala~
speaking of canceling outings..
zz.. friday was supposed to go for bowling..
lols.. but.. nobody wanted to go! soo.. in the end it was canceled..
.. zz
hmm.. but one thng healthy for sure! i've got me own drum sticks! = drum lesson coming up = drummer in the making = dream! zz.. yay? ^^
lots happening arnd here..
right after the last exam, louis, jk, ct and gab went to my house..
again..
jk got his kfc.. [kungfu chaos..] and gab brought his 2 controllers..
xboxed for abt 6hrs.. @_@.. madness.. zz..
then, the next day..
went skating with joyce & lj.. justin came along too.. with his bike..
'plaed'[cldent find a better word..] at joyce's multistory carpark.. o.o .. zz.. it was very empty and had lots of space! .. not to mention smooth too.. ^^
xiaping and xuewen arrived later.. with.. nothing..
[i mean with their clothes on la..of cos... - -]
zz...
they just simply stoned at us.. zz..
in the end of the day..
i wldent say tt it was fun.. in fact it was damn freegin boring..and very tiring.. lols..
stupid girls kept chatting with themselves.. zz.. chinese summore.. lols.. [no offence.. ] .. zz
the next day, which is today..
met greyy, mel, lj, joyce, kp and jk for a movie..
balls of fury..
zz.. too bad onli got the first front row left..
at first we immediately got the idea tt we shld watch other shows or do some other activity.. but eventually, we went one gigantic round and came back to square one! zz..
stuck with balls of fury..
hmm..
it was a pretty weird show i guess.. @_@.. ^^..
it had the whole cinema laughing like a mad cow.. x_X
hmm.. louis gona organise another outing..
bowling at his place.. zz.. again..
well.. i thnk i might be going.. but.. when theres a sense of reluctantness when me thnk of it now.. lols..
maybe me went there too many times? o.o zz..
anws.. me see whos gona go first.. then me wld consider..
anyone interested? zz
oh ya.. and gona go out on sunday and monday too.. zz.. larlarlar.. merry holidays!
SOOOOO MANY things wanna talk abt!
@_@ o.o.. 10mins of computer time everday wasnt gona get me doing any posting.. [volunteered for onli for 10mins everyday.. cos of exams..]
ok.. soo.. first of all me changed new bed.. lols.. cos i broke it.. hehe..
AS U ALL NOE.. I"M NOT A FAT PIG..
soo it cldent have been my size or weight!
lols.. after some "tests".. wad me ususally did on the bed..[e.g diving, bouncing..]
finally found out wad had caused the dmg.. 'butt jumping' .. tt means sitting on the edge of the bed and bounce and bounce.. [which i wld usually do on the bed.. .. .. for some reason.. .. o.o]
onli the edge of the metal thing of the bed is bent.. haha..
seen it!? o.o .. heres a closer look!!
lols.. found it was dmged in the evening.. and it realli did not look safe to slp on.. soo.. mummy went to a 'bed shop' tt night.. at got me the same bed tt night! we found it supprising.. cos it usually take beds 1 day to arrive after u order it? o.o .. zz tada! o.o zz..
lols.. see.. now got extra stand alr..
the length is the same.. but the height's totally off from the original one.. soo.. the beds are.. .. .. not proportionate.. o.o lols.. zz.
next, wanna talk abt grannie..
shes dying.. sortoff.. lols..
hmm.. she wld always be sitting in the living room.. on a chair..
turned on the fan..
in the middle of the night..
trying to survive her sickness... she was suffering from flu..
everytime she has flem in her throat she wldent fail to cough it all out..
= she wld cough at least 4 times in an hr.. o.o soo..
shes like actually commiting sucide..
zz.. she wld usually sit here.. without switching on the light..
i had to use night mode.. lols.. took a snap when she was snoozing.. [trying to stay alive..].. ok.. 2 snaps..
o.o.. Zzzing.. lols..
hmmm.. next..
i noe today.. u all were drooling over me art..
the first thing u saw was the cover right? =D
its.. one of my masterpieces..
hmm.. me gona show u how its made!
first, me draw and cut it out from a cardboard..
next, me rearrange the letters..
then, me glue the letters on to the paper!
after tt, me draw the outlines of my design cover page design..[light in pencil..]
next, when me is happy with the drawing, me darken it with a marker and erase the pencil marks.. and start my colouring.. [ me colour with crayon..]
just a sneak peak at the final design! hehe
tahda!! its finally done! =)
hmm.. tts all folks!